I miss you today...

...when I woke up you were not the first one to wish me a happy birthday.
... because I don't feel extra special today, like the way you used to make me feel.
... when I walk into my bedroom today there will be no You waiting for me with your sweet smile.
... I will have no (your usual special) roses today.
... I will forever miss your special cards that you so lovingly created for me each year.
... I am another year old in my life, a life thats without you.