I miss you today...

...when I woke up you were not the first one to wish me a happy birthday.
... because I don't feel extra special today, like the way you used to make me feel.
... when I walk into my bedroom today there will be no You waiting for me with your sweet smile.
... I will have no (your usual special) roses today.
... I will forever miss your special cards that you so lovingly created for me each year.
... I am another year old in my life, a life thats without you.

In the hospital room

At the seaside with me and Samiha.

No words

Sorry to any and all who come to read updates here, latley I have not been able to write much. There is one thing , whoever came up with the saying "time heals all wounds" was either a liar or never dealt with any heartache in life.

I MISS YOU...

...A LOT

Things we would be, could be doing if you were here (4)

........summer is here, you would soon be having holidays and we would be spending lazy summer days at home, together.
........you would have been me my plus one at last night's dinner, and I wouldn't have felt so alone.
........we would be getting our daily icy smoothies in the evenings.

Just Sami

Back during his healthy days, a fine friday afternoon on our way to my parent's for lunch.