This picture was taken in Oct 2008, we were going to a party, the last we ever attended together.

Thoughts

How time flys and Life stands still, atleast for me.
Its been 8 months since Sami's gone, if I look at it in one way, I amazed as it just feels like yesterday that Sami was next to me laughing and talking, but when I count the months I feel its just going to fast for me, time is passing me by.
I miss you Sami.

I cannot bring myself to.....

...go watch the new Fast & Furious, coz it was an our thing!
...go see a doctor about this nagging cough coz You used to drag me everytime, and I hate hospitals now.
...go into our ex-bedroom, I feel my heart ripping inside when I do!

........

Everything about life is so amazing, the way we come into this world and they way we leave, I believe every one leaves their mark on the world in some way, may it be by doing something big to be remembered for or just by doing some little things. Some people and I think Sami is one of them, just leave love behind, yes LOVE, lots and lots of it. He made me feel like a princess all the time, I have told this to a lot of you before! He made me feel good about myself, made me feel beautiful, wanted; I don't feel any of those anymore....
Its so weird but in a good way, that I spent my entire life being me except for the 7 years me and Sami were together, however I cannot think or do anything without remembering how he did things or how we did it together, I think when you are truly in love with someone your entire life, your entire being becomes as one, even the most simplest things you do, you might not notice this on a regular basis, but just think about it and you will know what I am talking about. A lot of things me and Sami did became our things, I am still doing our things, and I don’t remember how to do my things anymore.

Do you have OUR THINGS with your partners? Tell me something, just one thing!

Simple yet beautiful moments

Last night while trying to sleep I was flicking through channels and the movie "Just Married " was on, remember the scence when that huge coakroach is on Ashton Kutcher's face, Sami used to find it so funny , that he watched it over and over and laughed harder everytime! Sometimes when the movie would come on TV, he would make me watch it just for that particular scene. So while watching it last night I laughed too :)

Don't forget!

Don't forget, go to Moments in Sarcoma and read the inspirational and touching stories.

Quotes

This is a lovely one, also courtsey of Myrna, a dear friend and one the sweetest person I know. I love you and you know Sami did too.

Smiling Sami

Few more pics courtesy of the lovely Myrna. Thanks!

Things we would be, could be doing if you were here (3)

.......gearing up for formula one

.......making a dinner order at our favourite cafeteria

.......watching American Idol together, choosing our favourites and arguing over it

Another pic

June 2008

Faces of Sarcoma- Very Touching

The faces of survivors and those lost, its very touching, people from all around the world and of all ages. I consider it as a wall of Heros. I have requested to add Sami's pic, will let you know when its added.

http://abc-survivors.net/sarcoma_cause/main.php

Edit:

Sami's pic has been added, here is the link, for reference its on page 25

http://abc-survivors.net/sarcoma_cause/main.php?g2_page=25

ESUN

A great resource for Sarcoma Knowledge:

http://sarcomahelp.org/esun.html

Only If...

If Tears could build a Stairway

and Dreams build a Lane

I'd walk right up to Heaven

And bring you Home again.

New facebook group

Here is the link:

http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=78309255986

Moments in Sarcoma

From today till August 6th everyday there will be a new story

Read the stories:

http://www.team-sarcoma.net/category/moments-in-sarcoma

VERY INSPIRING!